So my most recent round of ivf is now behind me... 9 eggs, 5 embryos and 4 that went off for PGD testing which included the one embryo I had from the previous round... It was a long three week wait where I braced for bad news... But it wasn't all bad. I have one normal embryo in there... Good one that's ready to hatch!! It also came from the most recent round of ivf which is nice to know. At least that wasn't all for nothing.
So now I plan on taking a nice break to get the ivf yuck out of my body and have the optimum chance of success. Have decided to let AF Visit 3 times and then go ahead with a FET.
Hopefully it will stick and then at the time I would have been giving birth to the child I miscarried I will fingers crossed be finding out that I have a new, healthier little bun growing in my oven. After all this time I guess hope can still spring eternal.
In other parts of life the man continues to be in my world. I know he had a hard time with me doing another round of ivf. I won't talk about his future role because that means I have to acknowledge that it might work which just feels like bad luck to me at this point...plus he has his stuff. We have a long way to go but I hold out hope that things will be clearer for us all at the end of the year.
