Back on the IVF train

Here we go again! Injections started today. Doing PGS this time so if there's nothing viable I don't have to put myself through multiple FETs or another miscarriage. This time it really is my last attempt. I needed 3 tries with ivf to give myself peace in knowing I tried my best but honestly these meds are scary. I don't even eat ketchup that's not organic so injecting myself with copious volumes of  hormones is insane to me. Of course if I get a good end result it will all be worth it. 

Of course my preferred donor had sold out. I'd saved favorites and they'd almost all sold out this past year too. I amazed myself by how little time I took to choose a new one. I actually did it during the phone call to the cryobank. To think what a process it was the first time around and now I'm just so 'whatever' about it. 

Please wish me luck. I feel I need more online support this time around as I'm really not telling anyone on the outside. This journey has taken to long, cost too much but I'm will be worth it in the end right? Right.